Ego-death, also known as ego dissolution, is an experience in which the feeling of a separate ‘self’ temporarily dissolves. People who experience this often report that they no longer know who they are or where their identity ends. For some, this feels liberating; for others, it is intense or frightening.
In this blog, we explain what ego-death precisely is, where the idea comes from, why people want to experience this state, and what mental risks can be associated with it.
Ego-death does not mean that the ego disappears, but that it temporarily loses its grip on your consciousness.
What is ego-death?
Ego-death refers to a state in which your normal self-image, inner dialogue, and sense of identity temporarily disappear. You no longer experience yourself as a separate individual, but as part of a larger whole.
The ego itself is not a negative trait. It is the mechanism by which we recognize ourselves as a person with a name, a past, and a place in the world.
The ego according to psychology
In psychology, the ego is seen as the mechanism that organizes and maintains our identity and self-perception.
In modern neuroscience, a similar concept is used: the Default Mode Network (DMN). This brain network is active when we think about ourselves, our identity, and our life story.
The origin of the concept of ego-death
Letting go of the ego is not a modern idea. In spiritual traditions such as Buddhism, Taoism, and mystical Christianity, selflessness and unity have been discussed for centuries.
Within Western psychedelic culture, ego-death is used to describe a state in which personal identity temporarily dissolves.
Ego-death and psychedelics
Some people try to experience ego-death through psychedelic substances such as psilocybin, LSD, ayahuasca, or ketamine. Especially at high doses, the feeling of a ‘self’ can completely disappear.
Scientific research shows that psychedelics can temporarily reduce the activity of the Default Mode Network, blurring boundaries between thoughts, memories, and perception [1] and that these effects are related to changes in self-perception.
Ego dissolution can be profound, but also confusing or frightening, especially without guidance.
Studies emphasize that these experiences are highly dependent on context, mental state, and setting, and that negative effects can occur in cases of psychological vulnerability[2].
Why do people want to experience ego-death?
The ego is seen by some people as a source of stress, dissatisfaction, and inner conflict. By temporarily letting go of the ego, they hope to create space for:
- a sense of connection
- new insights and perspectives
- emotional processing
- spiritual experiences
The experience is sometimes described as a symbolic rebirth, where old patterns temporarily disappear and space is created for change.
The three phases of ego-death
1. Dissolution
The first phase is characterized by an altered state of consciousness. Sensory perception changes, thoughts become less structured, and the feeling of control diminishes.
2. Ego-death
In this phase, the feeling of a separate self disappears. Some experience unity and meaning, others disorientation or fear.
3. Return to reality
After the experience, normal consciousness returns. The world is the same, but the way you experience it may have changed permanently.
Risks and considerations
Ego-death is not an innocent experience and certainly not suitable for everyone. High doses of psychedelics carry risks, such as:
- panic or paranoia
- worsening of psychological symptoms
- bad trips or prolonged restlessness
Guided therapy or meditation is often mentioned as a safer alternative than independent experimentation.
Finally
Ego-death raises deep questions about identity and consciousness. For some, it is a valuable experience; for others, it is confronting. It is not an end in itself and no guarantee of insight or enlightenment.
This blog is intended as a source of information and does not constitute medical or therapeutic advice.
Resources
- Cavanna et al. (2022).
Microdosing with psilocybin mushrooms: a double-blind placebo-controlled study Translational Psychiatry. - Murphy et al. (2024).
Microdosing Psychedelics: Current Evidence From Controlled Trials ScienceDirect.
Frequently asked questions about ego-death
Ego-death is a temporary experience in which the feeling of a separate ‘self’ disappears. Your identity and self-image temporarily dissolve.
No. The ego does not disappear permanently. After the experience, the ego always returns.
Yes. Some people experience similar states through meditation, breathwork, or spiritual practice.
It can be. Especially without guidance or in cases of psychological vulnerability, the experience can cause anxiety or confusion.
